bosan~

I get bored easily

towards something

someone

or anything

that's my worst weakness I think

sometimes I wish to stay still for someone

without any kind of that feeling

but I just can't

have you ever experience this kind of attitude?

I lie if I said I never get bored with something or someone

sorry, I'm just being honest

even she's my mom

even he's my dad

even he's my boyfriend

even you're my friends

that feeling just came by at one point

but the best thing, it disappear easily

just to whom continuously done the things I'm being bored

I'll continuously being bored with him/her

at last, I don't care about him/her anymore

what he's going to do, what he want to do, what happen to him

anything!

I don't care!!!

worst right?

I know

I wish I do not have this kind of attitude

even my lunch, dinner or breakfast

I can't eat the same menu every time or everyday

It'll make me bored damnly seriously serious!!

this attitude of being bored

it'll destroy me as a person

it'll only make me a passive human being

without no partner, friends, best friends, soul mate

and the fact that when I'm easily get bored with other people

those people will also easily get bored with me

it's really scared me

:(

and just imagine when I'm getting married

and going to live with my husband for the whole life

I'm scared of being bored

how I'm going to raise my child

what will happen to my officemate then

for many years I have to face them

huahhhhh!!

I just can't imagine!

I wish I can change this attitude

sorry to those involved with this problem of mine

I'm not purposely want to do that

just the nature of mine

sorry to those who already hurt because of this

I'm strictly will forced myself to change this

I promise

InsyaAllah

wish me luck!

^_^

p/s: I wish I'm writing a full english post without broken or grammatical error. but I can't!!!

::more in future::